Kingdom of Heaven

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Synopsis:
The Crusades were one of the bloodiest conflicts waged between the West and the Middle East. It is in the time of the Crusades of the 12th Century that Jerusalem comes under attack. Balian of Ibelin (Orlando Bloom), a blacksmith, must now rise and lead his people in an effort to protect themselves from the crusading invaders.

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- citer nih macam best la. Some more, pelakon dier Orlando Bloom yg aku minat giler dalam citer 'Lord of The Rings' (hehe. Aku suke citer2 epik nih!) Nak gi tengok... sapa nak ikut?-

Membebel lagi

Rabu. 2 hari lagi. Khamis. 1 hari lagi. Jumaat. Besoknya. Sabtu. Balik kampung!

Gumbira ke tak gumbira? Gumbira la :) Peluang melarikan diri dari penjara keja nih sepatutnya dimanfaatkan sepenuhnya. Aktiviti balik kampung akan diisi dengan bersembang2 ngan mak aku, bermain ngan adik-adik aku, and bersiar2 ngan kakak aku ngan keta Kelisanya tu. Huhu... Kakak dah bagi green light aku bawak keta dier nanti, so tak sabar2 nak cuba try test keta dier :)

Abby, kawan Chipsmore aku (bukannya sebab dier kejap ada kejap tak de, tapi sebab dulu kitaorang penah try wat biskut chocolate chips yg sedap) dah sibuk nak buat plan nak jumpa. Yelah, dah hampir dua tahun tak jumpa maa. Aku balik Swak bukan balik kat hometown, tapi balik kampung. N dah lama gak la aku menghilangkan diri dari Bumi Kenyalang tuh. Memang tak patut...

Sebenarnya, bila sebut pasal balik nih, aku mesti jadi fening2 sket. Satu, duit abis giler2 la nak beli tiket. Kedua, bila aku dah bersemangat sampai kat tanah pusaka tercinta, soklan pertama orang tanya,

'Waah, orang Johor dah sampai...'

Moi? Johorean? Excuse moi?? Tapi begitulah hakikatnya. Bila aku di sini, orang gelar aku 'budak Sarawak'. Kalau aku dah kat sana, orang gelar aku 'orang Johor'. Hinhs. Masing2 tak nak mengaku aku nih warganegara depa. Hampeh la.

OK la. Arinih angin lagi kat Chairman. Sejak akhir2 nih, Chairman selalu buat aku naik angin. Semalam sebab dier sepatutnya fax layout plan kat satu kompeni plasma tv nih hari Isnin lepas, tapi dier tak buat. Bila aku mintak dier fax cepat2 sket coz depa dah mintak, sorang exec nih plak naik angin sebab dier cakap aku ganggu Chairman siapkan keja depa. Hampeh. Takkan aku suka2 suruh Chairman buat kalau tak kerana tu keja dier?? Last2 aku tarik muka masam, aku cakap, 'Yelah, I buat.' Chairman tak bersuara pun. Walhal tu keja dier. Bengang tak? Nak wat camane. Nilah 'teamwork'. (Teamwork sangat la....)

Arinih plak, Chairman tak buat lagi minit meeting hari Isnin jugak. Manager dah suruh antor arinih. Bila aku tanya,

'Chairman, dah buat tak minit tu?'
'Tak lagi. Kena hantar arinih ke?'

Aku dah malas nak layan. 'Biar I je buat.' Aku jawab ringkas. Lepas nih aku tak nak wat keja 'teamwork' lagi. Banyak energy terbuang tensen ngan team mate tak wat keja. Besa la, macam wat assignment kat uni dulu. Aku memang pantang teammate tak buat keja assignment. Sama ada aku sound masa meeting, or aku blacklist nama dier dari group assgt aku seterusnya. Quality control maah. Satu lagi nak jaga persahabatan. Jangan sebab assignment dah tak bertegur-sapa lagi lepas tuh. That's why aku ngan kawan baik aku, Agath jarang sama group assignment. Kitaorang ada different style of tackling our assignments.

Lastly, tak sabar nye nak balik!!!

Grouchy Mood

I shouldn't have drink coffee. Dammit. I shouldn't have drink coffee. I'm at the risk of jumping down people's throat any second now. Anybody who pissed me off. At the current mood, anything can make me pissed off.

It's about to be the. time. of. the. month. and I drink. coffee. Any crimes I am capable of doing later, is not my fault. I want to make it clear here.

I shouldn't have drink coffee. Confounded it!

There Was A Light In Me.

There was a light in me.

I stuck the note on my workstation, and briefly read it. Subtlety is always appreciated. To the ignorants, it is a positive statement. It means I am happy. To the observants, it is open for interpretations I won't be bothered to explain here.

There was another meeting on that program again. When everybody has finished presenting their parts, the Chairman of the meeting said,

'I think right now we need to present this to Trump this Monday. Who would do that?'

Even when the words escaped his mouth, he was looking pointedly at me, the Chairman and Jen. We shifted our eyes. It's pathetic, really. When we first came, we were a bunch of high-spirited fresh grads, and not even a year into our job, we are reduced to being shifty-eyed, weary people (and wary of any dumping of work on our shoulder).

The Chairman of the meeting is a wise man, one of the pioneer in the company. He took the hint and said, 'I will present the proposal myself, then.'

I accepted that without feeling guilty. I knew exactly what are their perceptions on me - unfriendly, highly antagonistic, arrogant and uncooperative. What they don't and fail to see, is that I am so tired that I have withdrawn into a shell where I seek shelter from their endless bullets. And wait for the time we can spread our wings and fly away.

For that, I wrote this poem:

The spirit that was born inside of me
On the day it emerged, laughing freely
My spirit sang a joyful song
I am free, I am strong.

The spirit that was born inside of me
Carried a torch of life
It burned bright even in the face of adversity
Full of energy in every strife.

Alas, the spirit that was born inside of me,
Took the last blow and battered, it crawled
Into a shelter to lie and weepingly
It told me as it recalled
There was a light in me
That showed my way
There was a song in me
That made me stay
My spirit told me in its last breath
There was a light in me.

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La nih aku wat keje sampingan sbb cuti 3 hari, aku tak nak buat keje opis. So aku pun offer nak tolong Junaidix design index page web corporate dier. Jadi, aku come up with this layout, siap ngan penerangan sekali. Hehe. So aku harap dier terimapakai la design nih ;)

Anyway, hari nih memang tak best langsung. Aku dah berpindah ke department lain. Bila aku bagitau bos department tu, dier tanya aku nak masuk unit mana. Aku baru nak bukak mulut cakap nak masuk department yg aku dah aim sbb aku tak nak bawah Golden Arch, bila Chairman tetiba menyampuk,

'Golden Arch nyer department...'

Terus bos aku setuju. Time tu, aku rasa macam nak telan je Chairman. Dier saje nak buat lawak la tuh, tapi tau2 dah accepted! Bukan sebulan, 5 bulan maah!!

Aku marah giler kat Chairman sepanjang hari nih. Sampaikan dier nak tolong aku pindahkan barang2 dari opis lama ke opis baru sbb dier rasa bersalah pun aku tak nak. Balik tu, entah kenapa geram sangat kot, menitis air mata masa bawak motor. Tau2 dah nak terlanggar divider tepi jalan... Huhu... Sedey aa...

Begitulah nasib aku. Nak buat camaner.