Loving My Teddy Bear & More

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I need a break, I need a break, I need a break!

Head rested on table, hands clutched Teddy Bear with Sling Bag which was given by Eva when I turned 20. 'I love u sooo much, Teddy!' smacked kisses on teddy's snout.

Now all the stuffed toys collection are looking at me accusingly.

... Teddy je? they seemed to shout. So I had to pick up each toys and smacked kisses on each of them (yup, even the 'Moose yang Gila' and the grubby yellow teddy). 'I love all of u equally, but Teddy is a special gift from my best friend.'

Outside, it was drizzling. I'd give all the money in Bank Negara to go back now. Firstly, I need to bring in my laundry. Secondly, I came back from office at 9pm yesterday because I was stuck in the office doing work + heavy rain. Thirdly, the battle with a cockroach that escaped into my room (now dead) left me feeling extra tired (spent quarter of an hour hunting it down. I hate cockroaches). Fourth, tomorrow as part of my Masters' programme under Trump, I am required to attend a meeting that Trump said, could last up to 6-7 hours. Dinner will be provided. Hah. That's how long the meeting's gonna take place. Fifth, there's a Baby Bloopers show on TV at 7 this evening. I need a reason to laugh.

I've been working extra hard nowadays. Draft press release, design A&P materials, source for quotation, prep next issue, yada2x. Plus Trump's assignment. Yesterday I went to see my boss and requested to have some of my tasks be relieved off me for the moment until I completed Trump's assignment. This afternoon, I worked hard collating & matching data, and tonight I'll be filling up the ridiculous chart. Esok mesti siap, Trump nak tengok.

Guys, I think I can't stand it anymore. I gotta go back, I need my sleep and rest. Ladida & yup, the Malaysia hottest issue illustrated below.


Bicara Orang Bingung

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Langit gelap gelita di luar. Sebentar kemudian, guruh berbunyi. Perut aku berkeroncong menambahkan irama Malaysia.

Bingung sey. Sejak kebelakangan ni, otak berserabut. Mana dengan komplikasi kerja, dengan assignment Trump, dengan dilema sendiri.

Wey, aku nak apa sebenarnya? jerit hati sendiri. Sedangkan mulut diam.

Aku nak balik, nak makan. Nak tido. Bukan, bukan. Aku nak ke France, melawat Amy.

Huh. Kata-kata sendiri pun dah tak masuk akal. Mungkin sebab kepala dah pening2 lalat kerana perut minta diisi.

Perut aku lapar sebab tengahari tadi aku lupa bawak dompet. Nasib baik aku kumpul2kan syiling dari poket jaket, dari laci dan entah dari mana2. Adalah RM3. Aku tak berani amik lauk banyak2, aku cuma amik nasi separuh dengan ikan kering seekor. Kuah masak lemak. 80 sen je, kakak penggerai tu bagitau. RM1 lagi aku belikan buah jambu. Aku tak kisah makan nasi berlauk ikan masin. Itu kan lauk faveret aku? Sedapnya. Nasi paling murah di dunia.

Tapi perut aku masih menyanyi. Sebab semalam aku tak makan apa2. Tengahari, aku malas keluar. Malam, hujan turun dan aku malas keluar. Aku cuma baring di bilik, baca nota Trump, satu apa pun tak masuk di kepala. Bila dah ngantuk, aku pun tido.

Sebenarnya sebab aku malas berfikir. Buat menyakitkan kepala je. Hati aku berat, sudah puas dipujuk2 tapi... masih gerun aku memikirkan natijahnya. Aku cuma membayangkan aku berlari2, tertawa2, melompat2 macam anak kecil. Aku belum ingin jadi orang dewasa. Dewasa itu mencekik nafas aku. Dewasa itu...

Air Jambu Paling Mahal di Dunia (Juice Lab)

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McD (dapat Kitkat percuma = RM 9+)

Jus jambu paling mahal di dunia!

Meh? :P

Sir, your drink is too expensive #@!!??@*#!


Akibat aktiviti branding, jadi air jambu tu sama ngan harga McD Large + Kitkat percuma. Pengajaran: Kalau keluar makan, jangan ngengada nak jaga badan la, vitamin C la, etc. etc. kat KLCC. Bedal je McD Large satu, lagi puas hati. Harga sama je ngan air jambu batu yang tak boh gula pun. Au natural gitu.

P/S: Tak payah isi borang komen, dier tak de soklan tanya 'Anda berpuas hati dengan harga yang dikenakan?' Kalau ada, 100% pelanggan mesti cakap TAK! Aku pun ternganga time bayar air jus paling mahal di dunia.

You Are My Sunshine

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You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.

My sunshines are all going through personal problems and I hope they can hold on and go through the troubled times bravely. Although I love them very dearly, I can only watch from afar. But I want them to know that I love them very very much and if they need me, I am always here to help.

To my biggest sunshine, I love you, I know you're going through a hard time, If you want me to stay where I am, I won't go any closer. But if you want me to come and hold your hand and walk with you through these hard times, I will. I can carry my burdens and I will also help to carry yours because God gives me strength He gives only to women. The strength to love and ease the pain.